A Sense of Joy

Why now how so out of the blue
Like the next minute time flies
Soaring with the wind like
 tomorrow and yesterday ceases to exist
It just appeared hit hard
A painless joy envelops my mind
Uncontrollable thoughts as deep as the deepest part of the sea
Everything that has been just stops
Waiting patiently with hurried anticipation snuggled sweetly in my gut
Then the butterfly, fully grown, flutters softly away